Find your way out if you feel assed. That is it.

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

basically, did nth on sat except to sleep. lol. and ya, went down to cheng san to watch bball match with huilin. tampines vs. leng kee cc. ohh wells. nth excitin thou. the players were quite young so i guess u cant expect too much from them. haha. later on both of us went around lookin for food in ang moh kio vicinity.

went to cheers at e mrt station, and we bought a few really nice bookmarks. but there were nothin else to eat in cheers. not even cup noodles. walked all e way into e ang moh kio estate and found a 7-11. pathetic isn't it? haha. then we had pizza for supper. slurpee and microwave popcorns. the popcorns are damn cute! it's actually just piece of flat thing in a vacuum paperbag where u have to put it in the microwave, and see it pops! i felt a little silly gettin all excited over microwave popcorns, but it's damn fun! haha. too bad it doesn't taste as good as it look. a little too salty. but i still bought a packet home and play!

slept the whole day on sun when i suddenly jump out of my bed and realise i still have an assignment undone. ARHH. it spoils my sunday mood totally. initially wanted to go down to town but i realise it was tad too late. even if i went down i would sure spend the whole day there and there goes my assignment~

but still, i managed to exercise self-control and stayed at home to finish my assignment. im so proud of myself! muahas. anw, did all e way until 5am and im seriously dead beat on mon. had only 2 hrs of sleep and of cos, i slept thru OC. ok, just the video.

well. i din managed to exercise the same self-control for today thou. i skipped sch ((:

no actually it shld be )):

im feelin so guilty when my mum nags at me.it's damn irritatin but ya, im in e wrong. ARHH. im so lazy. cant stand myself )):

"Faaaaaahed" @ 3:24 PM

Saturday, June 25, 2005

been to lazy to update recently.

everything's pretty much e same. well, met up with huilin on wed ((: initially, we wanted to watch my bf's type b but the only time slot available was 12.05am. even alot like love was screened around 7 which was tad too late. we ended up shoppin around endlessly.

IT'S THE GREAT SG SALE!! aww. im not really tt excited but im really in for a shoppin spree! cash restrains thou )):

when am i goin to get my pay *shrieks*

after that we went to far east for dinner. OMG. u people really have to check out the Chippies at level. the calamari.. curry chicken in cheese dip.. and most of all, that giant sausage! it's absolute heaven ((: and the staff are really friendly, which made our dinner very, very pleasant.

((:

went for a bball trial in my sch today. fortunately, i wore my jersey down, cos all e peeps who went for e trial did. if not, im sure i will end up lookin like an amateur, or noob some people call it. only 20 people came down for e trial. well, we basically just ran around. did abit of lay-ups and stuff. apparently, im shocked that some of e gals there do not know what is 'xiao shuang ren' and 'ball center outlet'. i mean, these are really basic technical terms for bball.

hmm. i was really really very shy today. kinda surprised by myself too. lol. i mean, i just cant open up to them so quickly. well, i guess they can be fun to be with. i kinda like the seniors there and they are really good players. 3 were from chong gee, 1 from aljunied and 1 from stackers (if im not wrong). plus they are really friendly and nice peeps ((: well, the yr 1 people are not too bad too. quite a number of them participated in e youth cup. and they've put up a rather good display of skills and which gave me some kinda of stress during the trial. but the seniors said they are not going to do e selection until dec.

had a sort of a bondin session after gou tiao. e yr 1s just gathered together and sat down to talk and try to get to know each. well then after everything, e seniors suggested to meet up for lunch and stuff. most of the peeps are from sch of design environment, engineerin and business. nobody from ICT! )): and some of them left their numbers with us to contact them.

((:

right now i had a really huge problem here. im still havin pains in my back every now and then. apparently it had alr worsen. intially there were only pains in tail of my spine and now its appearin at e back of my neck and below. URGH. how am i going to train with my condition like this. the ivp for gals is startin next jan. how am i goin to train for only 2 months and join e competition. its utterly impossible. well, and again, it's not as if im going to get into e team for sure. however i realised im actually havin fears of drivin in into e underbaskets. i cant even do a proper lay-up now! )): i performed so badly today. luckily they are not going to select the players based on todays trainin or else i'll sure be e first to be eliminated.

aww (ouch..i mean, actually) my back, my ankle, my knee. i hate 'em. )):

"Faaaaaahed" @ 7:49 PM

Monday, June 20, 2005

had a totally unusual weekend!

((:

went over to geraldine's place for a movie marathon on fri. jeff and jieying were around too. havent seen jie ying for such a long time! well, we watched meet e fockers, shutter, and some corny anicient chinese movie. jieying was scared out of her wits by shutter. lol. jeffrey was mad. they rewinded it to e scary scenes and pics of it. then he bluetoothed to a few unfortunate peeps. ohh wells, personally i dun feel shutter was tt scary. possibly bcos half of e time i had my face buried in e cushion. HAHA. then i went back home at around 4.30am.

slept till 4 in e afternoon ((: how satisfyin! then we went over to my uncle's place to had dinner. celebrated my grandma's birthday. my cousin brought her dog down. beffy is so adorable! but he was a bit nuts cos he kept on barkin at anybody who's standin. it was hilarious cos it was only a very small dog but his barks were deafenin! small but old. he has been livin for 49 dog yrs. lol. its head was no bigger than my hand. and ya know how small my hands are. that's e point.

then, my ever-enthusiastic cousin adeline tried to get people to go for a marathon run at bt gombak stadium. she said her company was tryin to get a name in e guinness world record for 24 hr marathon runnin. and so unfortunately, she got e 3.30 to 5.30AM time slot. to my surprise, quite a number of people agreed to go. well, it sounds meaninful and WEEE. i went ((:

went home. got changed and went to my cousin's place and waited for e time to pass. haha. played uno and stuff. it's been such a long time since i played uno and i've forgotten that u actually have to shout uno when u are left with only one card, and power cards not. in e end i 'kena' alot of plus-twos and stuff. lost 2 games. well then, shaun invited his peeps over i tot they were goin to take part in that meaninful event as well. boo big time! they were just foolin around with football games and left over dishes for his poor mummy to clear up.

FINALLY. it's 3am and we gathered on my uncle's lorry and fetch gwen, kim, jasmine, ade and aunty wendy. takin lorry rides at night can be sooooooon fun. but ade have to spoil it by sayin we looked like pigs that are goin to be slaughtered )):

reached bt gombak stadium and did a bit of warm-ups and stuff. registered and...................RUN. we had to run for an hr. omg i was surprised too many a times today. my cousins were all superb runners. e younger e better. in e end we run and, 'moved' for half an hr before we decided to call it quits. i ran 12 rounds in total while sherlyn, kim and gwen ran around 13 i think. and our lil bryan, he's such an amazement. he ran a total of 15 rounds within 40 mins! and then dear ade rewarded us with prata for breakfast.

((:

ohh ya, my mum went as well. but she was just sittin there with aunty wendy and uncle benson to look after our belongins. haha. how useful ((:

this is damn excitin! and now we have names in e guinness world record alr. YES. it's true! out of 2000 people thou. but it was indeed some very fun and meaninful event.

"Faaaaaahed" @ 6:45 PM

Friday, June 17, 2005

slpt at 4 plus ytd. i felt totally shagged this mornnin. initially, i felt like skippin sch but then again, since there is more and more work to be done, i dont think it would be wise to do so.

ARRHHHH. dbms first lesson.

ok lar. there's actually nothing to 'arrhh' about. thou it's gettin more complex, it's quite clear cut and easy to follow. so overall, e lesson was ok.

had lunch with my gang and yawen they all. 11 people havin lunch together. haha. actually i dun really like to hang out in large grp. cos there's bound to be people feelin left out. that's bad isnt it? i was sittin in somewhere near e front followed by melissa, chris, shurong. dah dah dah... they dont feel very comfortable talkin to faidhi and gang i guess.

my life is goin to get miserable )): faidhi and minglei decided to collaborate and bully me together. wth??? anw, yawen is mad today. kept on laughin and guffawin. cos there this guy hu slam and swung e glass door when i was just one milimitre to have it crashin right in my face. i was totally stunned. then i pointed him out to everybody and gave a very disgusted look. fyi, e foodcourt is covered with glasses so everybody can see who that dog is. muahas.

i saw e first cute guy in sp today! arrhh. finally. hee hee! if im not wrong he shld be in dbit. anw, morg pratical by naggy old man again. but it's actually quite fun.

then met up with yinsi in lot one. had fun talkin and stuff.

HAPPY BDAY BERNARD!!!

ya i know he's hikin on mtkk now. but he can read it when he's back ;)

ohh wells. *yawns*

"Faaaaaahed" @ 6:48 PM

Thursday, June 16, 2005

my workload's pilin up like e alps. 4 drawins to be done. digital collage due next fri. critical reasonin skills written assignment.

HELP.

e lecturers in poly really dont teach. they just give you an overview of e topic and you are supposed to know to do it on your own. no spoon-feedin they say. you learn by explorin it yourself. and they got all e lecture materials, tutorials, practs uploaded in e net. now, why do we still need to go to sch and waste our time listenin to stuff that is self accessible?

the sch system seriously is nuts.

the ppl in e 1A02 are abit weird. some i meant. ytd we had our practical together with 02. and there this grp of 3 or more were dissin abt me. they were lookin in my direction and "orh. that girl in pink. ya, sharon." obviously they were talkin abt me right? first i was indeed wearin pink, dusty pink to be exact. X= and ya, im e only "sharon" in my class.

i dunno what were they talkin abt. well, hope it's nothing hurtful or whatever. i dont wan any stuff like scandals tt would put unwanted attention on me. i dont want any attention from ppl i couldnt care less.
no. wait. i dont mean they are ppl whom i couldn care less but, u know. other ppl whom i dont even know tt existed.

well then, i heard somebody practically recitin my email add.

HUH???

these are ppl who walked past you as thou you are colorless. u get what i mean.

aiya. forget it. i dun have to be bothered by them.

hey ppl, which do u prefer? amnesia or autism? i just need a vote here ((: some shit for my GDIT assignment.

well ya, would update more when im survivin a better life.

"Faaaaaahed" @ 5:18 PM

Monday, June 13, 2005

ARRHH.

i just realised i have so much homework to do. esp drawin -_-" been rottin at home since ytd cos i tot i only have photoshop to do. but ARRHHHH.

ok.

well skipped sch on fri cos i was seriously too shagged to go for e two 3hr lectures. but it turned out to be a wise decision ((: hehe. i had a prepmath post test to do and i've totally forgotten about it. went over to jingyang's (kor) hse and asked him help me to do. YAY. im goin to get an A for prepmath. haha. then we went to watch Mr and Mrs Smith before i went for my tuition lesson.

angelina jolie is hot! frickin kick ass sexy. awwww.

i seriously feel sympathetic for my poor student. he has 6 assement bks solely for eng! OMG. now i know how fortunate im when i was his age. but i do have qualms about how his mother interfere with e way i teach. SIGH. parents~

homework homework homework. ARHH.

"Faaaaaahed" @ 12:26 PM

Friday, June 10, 2005

had a 3 and a half hr lecture after lunch.

i was suddenly feelin so frustrated with e lecturer. simply fury. i dont understand what he is talkin abt! or rather, he was like talkin to himself. ARHH. plain madness. i think shurong was quite irritated by me too. haha. i was sooo sleepy that i almost bang into e computer screen again. then we had a 15 min break and i rushed to fc6 to buy mineral water and m&ns. ARHH. i cant stand this. saw jerry in fc and he told me he've just started his lesson. complaint to him and he replied "do u think i care?"

i nearly sweared at him.

3D modellin is damn borin, lar.

we went arnd e sch takin photos for our assignment. faidhi they all kept sayin me, lar! cos i took pictures like e Qoo van, and e KFC ah pek. couldnt rmb his name for moment. and i love takin pictures of e sky! ((:

went back to cck with faidhi as e rest live in e east. im so 'sian diao' cos he kept sayin i short. duh, he's like only 8 cm taller than me? anw, reach cck and saw huilin! and my dearie juniors! ARRHH!

((:

ohh wells, complaint about sch again. haha. then went off with huilin first. i was feelin very, very drowsy after dinner that i fell asleep. from 8 to 1. haha. TAH. that's why im blogging now.

lessons to 5 tml )): tuition lesson again ))):

"Faaaaaahed" @ 3:02 AM

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

SCH............is still as borin. so i shant talk abt it anymore.

anw, to give u a headstart before i started blabberin on my latter entries, time to intro my poly mates.

class partner: melissa [hyss]
clique: melissa, chris[hyss] , shurong[scss]
partner outside-class: shurong

clique in MY class: yawen- class rep, faidhi cum most-comfortin-to-eye boy in class cum asst class rep.
minglei, hendy, weisheng. e only enthu peeps in class.

both chris and shurong are in 1Ao2. next class cum lecture buddy class.
rest of peeps mentioned, includin me, are in 1Ao1! YAY o1! ((:

gave my first tuition lesson today. i can predict tt boy is goin to suffer so much in his grade and he would flee at e sight of me. i dont know how to teach him!! his mother made it very clear 'how i shld teach' at e very beginnin of e lesson. if she were tt gd, y did she bother to hire a tutor? ok, she wasnt tt detestable anw. but she called me 'ms ong'.

y did e agent even changed my surname??!

frick. he said it was a slip of tongue. and i dun have to correct her.

p5 eng . how do u explain e different usage of 'who' and 'whom'. '

'who'- object of sentence refers to first person.
'whom'- object of sentence refers to third person.

how can a p5 boy understand what im ramblin abt?? i felt so sorry whenever i see his gong face. sigh.

cant be deterred by e first lesson! ((:

second lesson this coming fri )):

ps: its stupid if i ever met with an accident in sch. lecturers are blind drivers!

"Faaaaaahed" @ 4:36 PM

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

back to sch alr!!

had a headstart of webp tutorial today. frick-ass borin. anw, now dreamweaver's really advanced! much easier than those we did during sec sch. u just have to design ur webpage like e usual dreamweaver and stuff, den 'click' , TAH! u have all e html codes right infront of u. so next time i shall use dreamweaver for all my webpages, then i dun have to memorise those hard-codins alr!!

MUAHAS.

one thing i found out why its dangerous to conduct lessons in e lab. i almost bang into e computer screen when i was dozin off. im so SLEEPY. e lecturer talks a lullaby. omg.

on a lighter note. i got my first tuition assignment today!! YAAAY. teachin a p5 student english, maths, science. omg omg. anw, e agency is quite corrupted, lah. asked me to lie that im a 20 yrs old diploma grad. teachin tuition for full time. whatever~ i think all tuition agencies are like that.

BUT. if im goin to join bball then i would have to change my lesson schedule. cos e bball team is havin trainns on both tue and fri. ARHH. Y LIKE THAT?? i would have to come up with a excuse for changin e schedule. how can a dip grad be havin ccas in sch?

SIGH. more lies.

"Faaaaaahed" @ 4:56 PM

Monday, June 06, 2005

i finally got into e blogger's site!

ARRHHHH.

finally. now i've alr forgotten what i wanna write for this whl week. ohh wells.

so in short,

my sch is boring. timetable is long. modules like database management and web publishin suck to e core. well frens.. they are too guai alr. seriously, i feel quite bored with them cos they are like so prim and proper, while i've alr been 'polluted' by e bimbotism around me. but they are nice peeps i guess? just a lil bit too reserved.

my life: lessons. lunch. lessons. home sweet home.

repeatin itself everyday. poly lessons are not tt easy as e general've always perceived. ppl hu failed poly shld haven gone to jc unlike e usual situtation. ARRHHH. i may've survived better if im in jc now. anw, it's no time for regrets.

im still awaitin for e interestin parts of poly life. rock-climbin this wed!!

hmm. teenage icon semi finals. was really happy for amos when we heard tt he got in. well, i seriously hope he get in! had e urge to cry when he din. ohh wells. tt was kinda exaggerated. cos seriously, i missed my chance to take part in this competition, i sort of pinned my hopes on elson. i mean, i hope he does make his mark in this competition. so i can kinda feel how he felt today. i guess wei pei too. we both missed our chances n hope our frens can do well.

ELSON!! u are too nervous alr. but anw, results are judgemental. u din get in but doesn mean u dun sing well. we all know it. tt tiffany kwa zao siah zao until jb still can get in, e contest is corrupted one!! sometimes we really have to hand it to luck. aiya. im feelin rather flustered now. it's like WHY LIKE THAT?!? ! anw, we still have many more chances to come. next time i join with u k? i will rmb to post e form in time next round.

if u wanna go kbox or movie or pool or bowlin, just ask me out. i will cancel all my appointments just for u k! ((:

CHEER UP ((:

"Faaaaaahed" @ 4:08 PM